Looking forward to 2010

Well as this year comes to a close, I have been thinking a lot about all that has happened and what hasn't happened. My husband and I have decided to begin ttc in 2010. His back is starting to feel better, very very slowly. I'm going to be released from therapy in a few weeks, and am hoping to get back to the gym. So after a lot of thinking and internal debate, I have decided to give it one last shot. If it doesn't happen then that is what was meant to be. And I will hopefully have some sense of closer. If I do get pregnant then our dreams will come true. What ever happens I'll still have my husband and we will have a great life either way.